the end

You never loved the way I did
You’ll never hurt the way I do
I’ll have to accept apologies
That I’ll never get from you

And you knew just what I deserve
But I guess you couldn’t show
You couldn’t be a better man
Guess that’s why you let me go

You haven’t got a single clue
What’s going on inside
Was it me or was it you?
You can’t even decide

You would place the blame on me
Say I loved you far too much
You rejected what I offered you
My kiss, my love, my touch

But then you’d change your mind again
Say it wasn’t about me
Can you begin to understand
How confusing that might be?

I know that time heals everything
Even a broken heart
So I had to say goodbye to you
For a chance at a fresh start

I think about you every day
I think I always will
And though our story’s over now
I’ll always love you still.

dead to me

It’s funny to think now
You’re a thing of the past
A distant memory
That I once thought would last

I cried oceans of tears for you
I begged you please
You bruised me, you broke me
You brought me to my knees

But you did me a favour
When you set me free
See I dodged a bullet
Of complete apathy

Your indifference is deafening
So much louder than words
I wish that it didn’t
But that’s what still hurts

You didn’t give a fuck
About how I would feel
I fell for your charade
When I thought it was real

See it was all about you
Right from the very start
You couldn’t see past yourself
You never cared for my heart

I gave you my all
It still wasn’t enough
And you gave me darkness
When I showed you love

When I think of you now
I feel sorry and sad
That you were too blind
To see the good thing you had

Maybe you don’t deserve it
Maybe you weren’t the one
I know nobody’s perfect
But some things can’t be undone

Well I know you’re not gone
But you might as well be
See you might be alive
But you’re dead to me

he said she said

Why can’t this be clean
Why can’t we be grown
Can you let me move on
And leave me alone

I’m growing so tired
Of the he said she said
Can we stop with this nonsense
And put it to bed

It’s painful enough
That this didn’t work out
You don’t need to know
What I’m writing about

These so-called friends
Both yours and mine
Need to mind their own business
And we will be fine

This isn’t high school
So let’s all grow up
I don’t want to hear it
I don’t give a fuck

We both know that people
Will say what they say
Don’t give it attention
Or the time of day

You’ve gone and made room
For somebody else
Who might care about me
And not just himself